{"id":452,"date":"2013-07-29T03:55:42","date_gmt":"2013-07-29T03:55:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/torturedpotato.com\/the_comeback\/?p=452"},"modified":"2013-07-29T04:24:29","modified_gmt":"2013-07-29T04:24:29","slug":"fifty-five","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/torturedpotato.com\/the_comeback\/?p=452","title":{"rendered":"Fifty-Five"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;ve been exploring mindfulness, thanks to the excellent website <a href=\"http:\/\/www.raptitude.com\/\"> Raptitude<\/a> and a particular post of his that <a href=\"http:\/\/www.raptitude.com\/2013\/06\/5-steps-to-stop-worrying-what-people-think-of-you\/\"> explained how to stop worrying what people think of you.<\/a> He (Raptitude&#8217;s David) refers to a book on mindfulness and meditation called &#8220;Wherever You Go, There You Are,&#8221; by Jon Kabat-Zinn which I immediately sought out at the library, despite the title which reminds me of <a href=\"http:\/\/www.imdb.com\/title\/tt0086856\/\"> The Adventures of Buckaroo Banzai Across the 8th Dimension<\/a>, which in turn reminds me that I used to be a person who cared so much what people thought of me that I sat through that whole movie. (I might have fallen asleep at some point.) <\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s an entrancing book. At first I had trouble jumping in but now I&#8217;ve made space for it in my day and I carry it around with me and one of the things Kabat-Zinn says is to resist the urge to talk about and analyze and brag about your mindfulness practise so I will not! <\/p>\n<p>I have come to realize that writing is a manifestation of mindfulness for me, at least the writing I do in the morning, and in the past two months, the writing I do here. I expect nothing of either space other than that I should be able to occupy it until I am finished.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s why I keep coming back, I guess.<\/p>\n<div id=\"attachment_453\" style=\"width: 1290px\" class=\"wp-caption alignnone\"><a href=\"http:\/\/torturedpotato.com\/the_comeback\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/07\/2013-07-28-205211.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-453\" src=\"http:\/\/torturedpotato.com\/the_comeback\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/07\/2013-07-28-205211.jpg\" alt=\"Eli found this balloon on the street today and brought it home. It&#039;s a fundamentally true balloon.\" width=\"1280\" height=\"720\" class=\"size-full wp-image-453\" \/><\/a><p id=\"caption-attachment-453\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Eli found this balloon on the street today and brought it home. It&#8217;s a fundamentally true balloon.<\/p><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;ve been exploring mindfulness, thanks to the excellent website Raptitude and a particular post of his that explained how to stop worrying what people think of you. He (Raptitude&#8217;s David) refers to a book on mindfulness and meditation called &#8220;Wherever You Go, There You Are,&#8221; by Jon Kabat-Zinn which I immediately sought out at the [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[34,23,27,5,22],"class_list":["post-452","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-awesome","tag-blogging","tag-books","tag-my-navel-is-awesome","tag-writing"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/torturedpotato.com\/the_comeback\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/452","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/torturedpotato.com\/the_comeback\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/torturedpotato.com\/the_comeback\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/torturedpotato.com\/the_comeback\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/torturedpotato.com\/the_comeback\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=452"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/torturedpotato.com\/the_comeback\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/452\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":455,"href":"https:\/\/torturedpotato.com\/the_comeback\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/452\/revisions\/455"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/torturedpotato.com\/the_comeback\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=452"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/torturedpotato.com\/the_comeback\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=452"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/torturedpotato.com\/the_comeback\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=452"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}